Tag: domestic violence
So, I did, and instantly he began to lecture me like a father. I wasn’t sure how to take it when he started off with, “I’m a man…” I put my hand up as he took a rag from his apron to wipe his… Continue Reading “JOHN 10 – an Excerpt from The Devil You Know”
Category: addiction, alcoholism, crime, domestic violence, recovery, revengeTags: addiction, alcoholism, domestic abuse, domestic violence, drugs, murder, predator, PTSD, rape, survivor, trauma
Posted on November 14, 2020
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It was just past eight in the morning. When I came to terms with the fact Dave really hadn’t come home, I sat up in bed. I looked around my room which was painted an awful blue that he had picked when our house… Continue Reading “Dave was that kind of guy….”
Category: UncategorizedTags: abuse, addiction, alcoholism, bourbon, domestic violence, literary agent, novel, poetry, publishing, travel, writers, writing
Posted on September 26, 2020
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The day I was born my mother sent me naked screaming into the world. Hurling towards a pinpoint of light from between her legs, that I would spend the entirety of my forty-two years chasing and failing to reach. Till one day, over a… Continue Reading “Blood in the sand…”
Category: UncategorizedTags: abuse, addiction, beaches, childabuse, domestic violence, domesticviolence, drugs, horror, literaryagent, mental illness, mentalhealth, mentalillness, murder, murdermystery, newauthors, poetry, rape, recovery, revenge, suicide, suicidehotline, suicideprevention, triggerwarning, writers, writing
I wake up I piss I shower I drink a cup of coffee and light a smoke at the sink. I brush my teeth for at least twenty minutes to get the taste of semen out of my mouth from the night before. Still… Continue Reading “A cup of coffee and a smoke”
Category: Rape Survivor, sexual abuse, UncategorizedTags: addiction, authors, blogging, books, coffee, domestic abuse, domestic violence, drugs, hotels, infidelity, literary agent, murder, pain killers, prostitution, publishing, rape, sex, survivor, travel, womens rights, writers
Posted on November 23, 2018
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The summer air was pungent in my nostrils when the car stopped in front of a house I had never seen before. Then my father got out, opened my door, and I remember vividly how heavy that lilac was in the air. In the… Continue Reading “A random childhood memory”
Category: UncategorizedTags: abuse, addiction, alcoholism, child abuse, death, depression, domestic abuse, domestic violence, mental health, rape, rape culture, recovery, sex, sexual abuse, sexual assault, suicide, teens, violence against women, why i didn't report, womens rights
Posted on November 23, 2018
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**She’s remembering her second time and getting lost in her own thoughts as she sits in her car while trying to track down a man named Robert Negro – A convicted rapist and murderer whos “done his time” She find herself down the street… Continue Reading “Excerpt Chapter 10:”
Posted on November 23, 2018
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**Trigger warning: The following piece contains graphic depictions of child abuse and alcoholism** My father told me I was born on the coldest night in January, 1978. My father, then nineteen with my mother who was eighteen, wrapped me in a blanket they bought… Continue Reading “Excerpt Chapter 3: My mother”
Posted on November 23, 2018
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I used to wake up every morning and tell myself the biggest lies about how everything would be ok. Now, I’ve come to terms with reality and I tell myself the truth. I tell everyone the truth about how I feel. Those things that… Continue Reading “Excerpt: Chapter 1”
Category: UncategorizedTags: abuse, child abuse, depression, domestic violence, mental health, rape, recovery, sexual abuse, sexual assault, violence against women, womens rights