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So, I did, and instantly he began to lecture me like a father. I wasn’t sure how to take it when he started off with, “I’m a man…” I put my hand up as he took a rag from his apron to wipe his… Continue Reading “JOHN 10 – an Excerpt from The Devil You Know”
Category: addiction, alcoholism, crime, domestic violence, recovery, revengeTags: addiction, alcoholism, domestic abuse, domestic violence, drugs, murder, predator, PTSD, rape, survivor, trauma
Posted on September 26, 2020
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The day I was born my mother sent me naked screaming into the world. Hurling towards a pinpoint of light from between her legs, that I would spend the entirety of my forty-two years chasing and failing to reach. Till one day, over a… Continue Reading “Blood in the sand…”
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I remember the first time I tried to kill myself. It was just honestly a break in the space-time continuum I had going after decades of pain. A momentary darkness, and a suffocating hopelessness that had knocked the wind out of me. I’d decided… Continue Reading “Just wait for another sunrise. Give it 24 hours.”
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I wake up I piss I shower I drink a cup of coffee and light a smoke at the sink. I brush my teeth for at least twenty minutes to get the taste of semen out of my mouth from the night before. Still… Continue Reading “A cup of coffee and a smoke”
Category: Rape Survivor, sexual abuse, UncategorizedTags: addiction, authors, blogging, books, coffee, domestic abuse, domestic violence, drugs, hotels, infidelity, literary agent, murder, pain killers, prostitution, publishing, rape, sex, survivor, travel, womens rights, writers
Posted on February 2, 2019
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Excerpt from Chapter 14 My steps seemed in ordinately slow as I approached his house. My body felt sleek and fluid. That familiar warmth making its way up from my feet again, circling around my legs and settling between my thighs when I opened… Continue Reading “Ezekiel 33:8-9”
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Posted on January 12, 2019
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Note: Leah sits lost in the memory of the first time she kissed the only man she’s ever loved. All while she follows Robert home to seduce and kill him. He pulled away and walked to the street ahead, I followed slowly, taking time… Continue Reading “Killing Robert”
Category: UncategorizedTags: #marriage, #relationships, alcoholism, blogging, crime, csi, daryl dixon, erotica, health, london, love, murder mystery, negan, poetry, rape, recovery, sex, sexual abuse, spiritual, the walking dead, travel, twd
Posted on January 6, 2019
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The setting sun was on my face and the air was heavy with burnt wood and laughter. It was late fall as I sat nuzzled against a boy on a picnic bench next to a bonfire. A boy just a few years older than… Continue Reading “What boys do: Excerpt Chp. 15”
Category: UncategorizedTags: #sexuality, addiction, blogging, boys, bullying, health, love, poetry, rape, rape culture, romance, self esteem, sex, summer, teens, weightloss, wellness, writers
Posted on December 24, 2018
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“You know something Leah…,” I looked at him with hundreds of red lanterns hanging above us on the street. The wind rocking them gently as he leaned in; putting himself nose to nose with me. Our eyelashes kissing. We hadn’t actually kissed, and yet… Continue Reading “Excerpt Chapter 12: First Kiss”
Category: UncategorizedTags: #dating, #marriage, #relationships, #sexuality, alcoholism, christmas, erotica, healing, kiss, kissing, london, love, me too, rape, rape culture, recovery, romance, sex, soul mates, spiritual, travel
Posted on November 23, 2018
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The summer air was pungent in my nostrils when the car stopped in front of a house I had never seen before. Then my father got out, opened my door, and I remember vividly how heavy that lilac was in the air. In the… Continue Reading “A random childhood memory”
Category: UncategorizedTags: abuse, addiction, alcoholism, child abuse, death, depression, domestic abuse, domestic violence, mental health, rape, rape culture, recovery, sex, sexual abuse, sexual assault, suicide, teens, violence against women, why i didn't report, womens rights
Posted on November 23, 2018
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**She’s remembering her second time and getting lost in her own thoughts as she sits in her car while trying to track down a man named Robert Negro – A convicted rapist and murderer whos “done his time” She find herself down the street… Continue Reading “Excerpt Chapter 10:”